Originally published 8/05/22
Wow I just had the most incredible performance of my life. ( strong suggestion to listen to this song while reading)
Literally just counted the minutes, it was at 8:20pm PST 8/4/2022. On my bed I cried to the air “just fucking what?? like literally what is this? I do my little belief things… tried on faith, ew- aaahhh. Do my spells and honor Venus and Jupiter… all for thissss present moment??? This piece of shit feeling moment?? I don’t even know what the substance is that is giving me the ability to describe this moment as real shitty- but wowwwow I feel it with all of my body.”
And then I very much so baby sobbed.
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